Today

Today I am enough. Today I am strong. Today I can smile and know I am loved.

Many happenings have gone down since posting last.

No more horse ownership.

No more tolerating other people’s BS – I have plenty of my own.

I am not as good as I am going to get, but I am better than I used to be.

I have battled various situations, some self inflicted, others not so much, but I have survived all of it.

I am helping others heal as they are helping me to heal.

My brokenness was hidden from so many and now I am putting my pieces back together.

I am focusing on what I CAN do and working towards whatever it is I want.

I am giving my kids more of my undivided attention, instead of trying to be all and do all.

I still fall short.

I still have crummy days where my bed is more appealing than anything outside these walls, BUT I get up. I do what I need to do. I do what I choose and I am loving most of it.

I am growing and changing and enjoying being me. I am comfortable in my own skin. I am confident in who I am and who I am becoming.

I want to thank Thumper and the kids for all of their love and support. Thank you to Thumper’s family for being so loving and accepting, especially his baby sister and oldest brother. You will likely never know how much you have helped.

Love and light people.