I really know that doctors hate that you google your symptoms and try to self-diagnose yourself. But honestly what are you supposed to do when doctors, medical professionals, cannot or will not give you clear answers as to why it is that your body hates you – and in this case my husband’s body. We are in the 3rd or 4th episode this year of DH experiencing various symptoms. Plug these symptoms into google and you get some pretty scary stuff. Three years ago we had similar experience and he did not work for 8 months!! I am looking at the bright side, my husband is alive. He could potentially be very ill or it could be a nasty virus. The thing is I must choose to look on the UP side of this. I must find a way to stay level-headed and try not to panic. Mom’s do not get to panic, they should be rational. Wives do not get to panic or have nervous breakdowns. ( I truly hope you hear the sarcasm dripping off of these last couple of sentences because its complete BULL, I am not a robot) Running the symptoms through Google may scare me a bit, but I choose to believe that God has got this, HE has got me and mine.
We shall soldier on in the day to day as we seek answers for whatever condition DH may have. Currently he has crawled to the tub to soak for awhile. I am about to jump off the blog and Facebook to search down medical records.